He won't have service on his cell phone, nor will he be on the internet as much. He will most likely barely even be able to get on MSN, which was our main source of communication :/
He said he is going to Australia just to live life a little more. To have new experiences, new adventures, meet new people, have a good time, start over fresh in a new area, etc. I honestly think that is very cool, personally I would love to do that one day. Just go out and live on my own in a new environment, new culture, for a while. But I know my parents would never let me do that. So I am very envious of him.
I am happy for him, trust me. I think this is a very good experience for him. But... I know I will miss him ._. He may not think I will, but life just won't be the same without him. Although we didn't talk as often, and even though he was a complete and total ass to me sometimes (or most of the time) I still really enjoyed his company, and we have become pretty close over the past couple of months. It's going to be weird trying to adjust not being able to communicate with him at all for 3 months...
It just makes me wonder. Will he be thinking about me at all and missing me? Will he forget about me by the time he comes back? I have had a similar experience before with another friend, and not communicating for a couple months pretty much tore our friendship apart... and I don't want that to happen again.
I wish him the best and I hope he gets to experience and find what he was looking for out there.
I guess... you never really realize how much someone means to you, until they're gone... :/
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